March 25, 2009


You know the problem has burrowed deep in your psyche when you dream about doctors and genetic testing and surrogates.

I am still feeling about the same, but I am going to try to stay off the meds today. I actually have to leave the house to go get my bloodwork done, so we'll see if I can make it.

And then I go to my knitting group to knit for other people's babies, like I always do. Always a bridesmaid...

Posted by Sarah at March 25, 2009 08:34 AM | TrackBack

You, dear lady, have a lot more strength than you would ever give yourself credit for...

Posted by: jck at March 25, 2009 10:16 AM

If you have to take the meds, that won't mean you're weak.

You have to be strong to be knitting for babies at a time like this.

Does your knitting group have any idea what you're going through?

Posted by: Amritas at March 25, 2009 12:50 PM

Amritas -- Well, I can't drive on percocet, so I had to tough it out. I felt pretty awful by the time I got home though. And I told the knitting ladies about the first two babies, so I was holding out to tell them about this one until I was further along. So they don't know, which was unfortunate because all I wanted to do at today's meeting was relax, and instead I got volunteered to teach an 80 year old to knit, which turned into a disaster. Sigh.

Posted by: Sarah at March 25, 2009 01:58 PM