trying to grok

Well, I can certainly congratulate you on what's growing in your backyard. Wish I had those. The leafcutter ants paid us a visit this week and did some real damage to my husband's peppers, some rose bushes were totally stripped, and a beautiful hibiscus my brother gave us for our anniversary lost a lot of leaves, but has two blooms today.
Hope you're not in physical pain still, I know your heart still hearts.

I should have read that before I hit the send button, I meant your heart still hurts, but I'm sure it still loves, too.